This is a topic I’ve thought about a lot 🙂 I could definitely see us having 5-8 children… but my husband, from the time of our engagement, was adamant that he wanted no more than 4 🙂 And I’ve accepted this, although it is a funny thing to tease each other about in good humor.
In reality, this is a very serious topic, and something that could completely destroy your marriage.
I recently was pointed via email to a post written by the blogger The Thinking Housewife, on her advice to a woman who wants more children, but her husband is against it.
Here is an excerpt, but it’s not a long post so I encourage readers to go read all of it if they want:
“If you want more children or fewer children, take it up with God, but don’t do anything that prevents conception. To use contraception is “to usurp the right of God, who alone has the power to say who should be born and who should not.” You say you want two more, but it’s not for you to place an order. Just accept all. To do otherwise is sinful.
I think you should 1) Work on your own spiritual life (see some good talks here) and pray more. 2) Explain to your husband again and again that if you both trust in God, He will take care of you. If your husband is worried about money, that’s understandable but he should ask God for help and for the grace to handle whatever occurs. Why does he have so little confidence and trust? Insist with him that it is wrong for you to use contraception. How does he know that things won’t actually be worse for you financially if you don’t have more children? Neither of you have any obligation to pay for college educations for your children. Remind him of that. 3) Bear in mind that both you and your husband (and all of us) have been formed by a culture that does not understand this issue. Contraception should be illegal, but it’s widely promoted. This should temper your resentment toward him. Continue to talk to your husband and don’t give up. Let him know that your marital happiness is gravely threatened.”
This is by far, the worst advice I’ve ever read on this topic. Especially considering it’s coming from a Christian writer.
I’m in this position myself, so at least I can relate emotion-wise as to how hard this is to accept (that your husband doesn’t want more babies with you), but again, this is NOT the correct biblical advice women in my position should be receiving.
Here is the advice I would give, and have given to myself, concerning this topic:
- You need to trust God, which means trusting that your husband’s decisions for your family (and family size) are going to work out. He is the person you chose, for better or worse, life is not going to be “perfect,” so accepting the things that aren’t “perfect” (like having 5-8 kids) is a big part of spiritual maturity for you.
- Really learning to trust God to let His will be done in your life, when you are submitting to your husband’s leadership as well, provides so much spiritual growth and maturity in finding peace and lasting contentment with His provision for you.
- NEVER… NEVER threaten your husband with the happiness of your marriage by making him feel like he **has** to do what you want him to do – especially regarding him having more children with you. That is the ultimate worst advice for achieving a godly, happy marriage and children I’ve ever read in the orthosphere. You cannot.. I repeat, you cannot, make a husband feel guilt-tripped into doing what you want, and still retain a loving, trust-filled marriage 😦 .
- Contraception issues should be worked out BEFORE marriage, never during marriage. If a wife feels convicted over using contraceptives, she needs to pray for forgiveness, but still follow her husband’s lead on the subject, and NEVER hold it against him. She needs to regularly pray for her to never build up resentment or bitterness toward her husband over this issue, and just accept that she should have worked it out before marriage. This is just her cross she must bear, and she must bear it with grace, without complaining and with a good Philippians 2 attitude.
- The Bible clearly tells wives to win their husbands over without a word on issues regarding sin. If she feels they are sinning by using contraceptives, she needs to take this up with God, but not in a self-righteous way of believing she is “better” than her husband. She needs to pray regularly for acceptance of her marriage and the state it is in, not work to badger him with guilt and using God to get him to be “better.”
For myself… I really don’t let this issue bother me. It comes sometimes, the feelings or longings of wanting more children after we have our next (and last) child, but I try never to let it consume me. I would NEVER want that issue to come between me and the man God has given me to help and support in his mission in this life.
Women were created for Adam, and to be Adam’s helper. To hook your husband into following your plans for your marriage, is to wreck his leadership and headship over your whole entire family. And your children will definitely end up scarred by seeing their mother berate their husband over his own decisions in leadership (when she should be working to support him).
Set a good example for your children and be a true helpmate to your husband. This means learning to accept the man you’re married to, his flaws or convictions are of course, part of him.
From her book Let Me Be a Woman, Elisabeth Elliot explains how wives can revive the romantic feelings of esteem for their husband:
Marriage is no house party; it’s not a college campus or a stimulating political row or an athletic contest, and the man’s having been a spellbinding orator or a great halfback somehow does not seem terribly significant anymore.
But you ought now and then to remember what he was, to ask yourself what it was, really, that caught your eye.
Come now, you will say to yourself, you didn’t marry him because he was a great halfback, did you?
No, you married this person.
Whatever the inner qualities were that enabled him to do the things he did then are still a part of this person that you go to bed with and eat breakfast with and wrestle over the monthly budget with.
He is a person with the same potentials he had when you married him.
Your responsibility now is not merely to bat your eyelashes and tell him how wonderful he is (but breathes there a man with soul so dead as not to be cheered by a little of that?) but to appreciate, genuinely and deeply, what he is, to support and encourage and draw out of him those qualities that you originally saw and admired.
I love reading pretty much anything that Elizabeth Elliot says on marriage and anti-feminism. She is kind, clear, and to the point, something I admire in a writer. I thought that some of her pieces may go well in this continual topic series I’m writing called Letters From Mentors. I’ll be including these in my daughter’s book so that she has access to these other women’s thoughts in one place 🙂 ❤ .
It’s just so beautiful to have different perspectives from older women who have more wisdom or advice than I do right now. There’s a reason the Bible counsels believers to gather many advisers, and for the older women to be teaching the younger women how to love their husbands and children, it’s because if they’ve been living rightly with God, they should be blessed with the ability to see things a younger (less experienced) woman may be able to see.
Elizabeth points out something so crucial to marriage in this short script to us. Something so obvious and yet profound. That we graciously and carefully handle our husbands as the unique man God created him to be.
That we remember his talents and beauty of his soul, and the romantic things about him that made us fall in love with him when dating.
That we genuinely look again at him, from that perspective we had when we were dating ❤ .
That we encourage him in his dreams right now, and for the future.
That we be his best cheerleader in his life ❤ .
And that we try to show him daily how much we love and adore him, just for the man he is and has become.
This music video and song are extremely romantic (aka cheesy to those who don’t appreciate these things 😀 ).
Chances are if you stumbled upon this blog post through a google search or something, you have ZERO interest in watching a sweet couple sing about how they’ve made it through hard and troubled times. Romance and love might be making you feel tearful because you think that you’ve lost those feelings, along with the chance to have a marriage like this.
You’re in a rut, or feeling isolated and lonely or wondering if your husband even loves you anymore.
For wives who are feeling like this… the number one thing to do is admit you both are probably going through a “Rough Patch.” And I say “both,” because if you’re feeling stressed or unhappy, there’s a good chance he’s feeling those same feelings, too.
Sometimes even just admitting this is enough to help you see it through to the light at the end of the tunnel. And in most (almost all) marriages, there will be a light!
Science has shown that couples who were unhappy to the point of considering divorce, if they stayed and just survived during that rough patch, that 5 years later they were happier, and guess what? I’m sure they were SO GLAD that they didn’t pull the trigger to end their marriage, because it wasn’t the “end” – it was just a rough patch!
Here is a great excerpt from that study:
Many currently happily married spouses have had extended periods of marital unhappiness, often for quite serious reasons, including alcoholism, infidelity, verbal abuse, emotional neglect, depression, illness, and work reversals.
Why did these marriages survive where other marriages did not? The marital endurance ethic appears to play a big role.
Many spouses said that their marriages got happier, not because they and their partner resolved problems but because they stubbornly outlasted them. With time, they told us, many sources of conflict and distress eased. Spouses in this group also generally had a low opinion of the benefits of divorce, as well as friends and family members who supported the importance of staying married.
The key is everyone is going to go through some kind of rough patch in their marriage. Sometimes even SEVERAL rough patches that they’ll experience just due to circumstances putting way more stress on the husband and wife than they feel like they can handle.
Work schedules conflicting, extremely sick children, parenting issues, weeks of sleep loss due to little children & night-time tantrums, parents passing away and dealing with the grief, etc. You may be in a period of learning to understand and communicate with each other better, because maybe things have changed some and you both need to learn a different way to connect. Or you may be learning not to be so sensitive if harm wasn’t meant, and just in general… how to go on when you’re not “feeling” in love sometimes.
We need to come to understand how normal this is, and how successful marriages are made up of partners who learn to manage those rough times where loving feelings and romance is not at the forefront of the marriage.
So #1 – it’s normal and should be put out in the open where you and your husband are able to discuss it or admit that this is a really hard time, but that you are totally committed to the marriage and you’re going to see this through.
Since all marriages seem to go through one or more rough patches, you will probably experience some of these feelings and emotions (or already are), and if no one has prepared you for them, they’ll make you scared that your marriage is over.
It can be over, if you decide to just divorce, but it doesn’t have to be that way.
#2 – Once you’ve been able to come together, maybe over a private dinner or a quiet time where you were able to reflect on how hard it feels and voice these things to your husband, once you’ve at least admitted it to him and yourself that this feels like a “rough patch,” it’s time to decide what you, personally, are going to do about it.
It’s crucial to realize how much power we each have in the way we see things, and in the way we allow ourselves to either dwell on the positives and beauty of our lives, or be overwhelmed in hard times with how much of a struggle it can be. We all have a choice. We can either choose to make the best of things and thrive with our husbands going forward (weather out this storm), or we can choose to be overwhelmed by our temporary feelings of struggle and sometimes even despair.
Women’s emotions can feel so insanely real, and yet be so incredibly false. Whether it’s due to hormones, or sensitivity to certain insecurities, or feeling inadequate, or like we are unappreciated – sometimes a perfect storm can occur to where a wife will start believing these faulty emotions that if listened to, can actually ruin her life!
For me when I’ve experienced this, the best thing is figuring it out with God as to why my emotions are trying to dictate my enjoyment of my kids and my marriage.
Because that is exactly what it feels like. Even though I know I can tell my emotions are lying to me, it can still be hard to trust what I know is true. So part of this deciding what to do, is take a critical look at what is true or false, maybe even writing it down as a reminder if or when those feelings start popping back up again.
Here’s an example:
- FALSE FEELING – I feel like my husband doesn’t love me anymore.
- TRUTH – My husband loves us so much that he would die for me and our kids. He may not know how to respond to hearing we don’t feel loved, so I should let him know (within reason) if it’s something he can do or if I simply want to spend some time alone together just enjoying each other’s presence.
- TRUTH – When you start feeling like your husband doesn’t love you anymore, you may actually be projecting your own feelings onto him! You may feel like you’re falling out of love in this rough patch, or because your marriage’s romance has been placed on the back burner for too long. If that’s the case, initiate some romance. But realize if it’s actually your feelings that need to be whipped into shape, and decide to stick with him until the romantic feelings come back again.
- FALSE FEELING – I feel like if there’s no romantic love right now with him showing it to me everyday, then I have no purpose in this marriage (or in life!).
- TRUTH – Everyone has to find their own purpose in life, and sometimes it may seem small, but is actually very powerful – like being a stay at home mom. It’s hard to see how much you’re doing right now, but God’s Word promises us that what we sow faithfully, that we later will reap blessings from it! Your purpose right now may be the quiet, unseen work of sowing seeds into your husband’s and kids’ hearts (and surviving this rough patch in your marriage). Of course you can’t see what it will look like when it’s reaping time, because it hasn’t happened yet! Sowing and reaping are never in the same season! So continue your work in your marriage and raising your kids, resting on God’s promises that you will reap what you sow. Trust in Him that staying married is better than divorcing in a rough patch.
- TRUTH – Romance ebbs and flows in a long marriage relationship, and it’s supposed to be that way. If it’s not appearing very much right now, try not to worry. Just put some effort in (a date night here or there, some long talks or watching a movie together at home cuddled up), and give it time and know it will probably return after this rough patch.
- FALSE FEELING – If I fight with him enough, he’ll “get it” that I’m not happy and he’ll finally understand how to make me happy.
- TRUTH – Fighting with him when you’ve realized you are both in a rough patch is not a good idea. Emotions are or may be out of whack due to the rough patch itself. And keep in mind, he’s probably experiencing the same set of stressors that you are, albeit maybe in different ways. Fighting and having intense emotions during this time will only prolong the rough patch or make it even more miserable for you both.
- TRUTH – Fighting and acting highly emotional will never help a man to “just get it,” or understand how to make you happy. If anything, it shows him you are giving in to emotions not based on truth and allowing your unhappiness to rule your entire life and being (and his by default). This will make him possibly lose respect for you overtime.
- TRUTH – Prolonged fighting like this in some strange hope that it will help save your marriage, will do the opposite overtime. It will kill it, because there’s no “fixing” false feelings through crazy dramatic fights.
The Problem with False Feelings… It Puts Your Husband in a No-Win Situation
I’ve actually found that if I react in one of these inappropriate false feelings and allow the negative emotions to just dictate how I experience our life together, my husband is in a no-win situation. But when women believe their false feelings like this, what else are we doing to our husbands but putting them into no-win situations?
If I overreact to something (be too sensitive), or assign blame to something he did by accident or without thinking (jump to conclusions), then my overreaction negatively affects our relationship. We then have to deal with my over-reaction in addition to addressing whatever happened in the first place. Hopefully you can see that allowing false feelings to override truth just compounds your problems!
False Feelings if not stopped lead to –> Arguments or Fights Based on Falsehoods –> Increases emotions and feelings of powerlessness and desperateness –> Your Husband Then Has to deal with your false feelings, along with the arguments or fights, along with rough patch stress and separate (logical) problems that need to be worked out as well
Clearly, if we cut it off at the beginning where we fish out what are false feelings and the Truth, then we can go straight to dealing with any logical problems that may be contributing to the rough patch emotions.
So how do you get around this? Remain calm and work on trying not to be overly sensitive, especially once you’ve identified that this may be a “rough patch” where your emotions are out of whack anyway due to surrounding stress from life. I’ve found that I don’t think as clearly when feeling those feelings and am more apt to take things personally when I shouldn’t.
And… this a big one… Usually the root of the false feelings and emotions is some kind of nasty discontentment, as much as I hate to admit that. My all time favorite verse is when Paul is talking about how he figured out how to be content in any and every circumstance – and coming from Paul and what he went through, that statement from him is just amazing! I want so much to be like him in that. But honestly, if you’re feeling like your husband doesn’t love you, and yet everything logically shows that he does, then there may be something else lurking in your heart that speaks of discontentment with your life that needs to be confronted.
When we learn how to be truly content, it’s because we are accepting of our husbands and of where we are right now – where God has us – and are ok with that. When we trust that His timing is just right, and that we need to be exactly where we are right now for a purpose, it becomes a lot easier to see those False Feelings for what they are.
And then we need to decide to hold on to those Truths, and make it through that rough patch.
Now go back and listen to that music video at the top, and remember that rough patches are only temporary, whereas a love like that (that survives during those hard times) is timeless.
This should be a given, but unfortunately, with our culture especially, it’s “bad” to come out with truth like this. First, I should admit that this is an “in general” post. There ARE some men who like women with tattoos as visible and large as this lady’s. But MOST men are turned off by it.
It’s just the way it is.
A woman’s body is like a beautiful piece of artwork – and she is, as God made and designed the female body to look feminine and wonderfully made.
Yes, she is like a beautiful piece of fine art – worth millions of dollars – and yet she’s been disfigured by markings all over one of her arms… leaving the artwork, that would have been worth millions, virtually worthless. The picture above even has an artistically beautiful tattoo in my opinion (there are worse I’ve seen!), but men just do not usually see it that way.
They don’t see “beautifully artistic.”
They see disfigurement.
And this topic is a controversial double-standard – men tend to look great with tattoos, in fact, subconsciously it increases their sexual attractiveness to other women because it speaks danger or rebellion. It may carry over from ancient days when warriors would use paint to intimidate their enemies. Tattoos tend to masculinize a person, so while that’s great for a man to appear more masculine, it takes away from the femininity of a woman. As “unfair” as it may seem, it’s just reality.
Here are some male comments from the article I found this topic being discussed at (yahoo.com):
“She is hot but I’m not a fan of a lot of ink on women.”
” Ink, from Classy to Trashy.” -Mark C
“Ladies tattoos are ugly.” -Rockon
“the tattoo ruins the picture…” -Steve
“Would you put a bumper sticker on a Ferrari?” – Brian
“Why does anyone (especially attractive people) desecrate their physical body with graffiti, people with nice cars don’t put any bumper stickers on them!” -Roger
“As pretty as she could be, the tattoos take it all away.” -I
“Naw, too much ink.” -MarkH
“Really unfortunate about all the tattoos.” -Richard
“The tattoos turn a sold 9 into maybe a 5.” – Jesse
And the comments went on and on and on. Men just REALLY do not like tattoos that visible and big on women. Even if a woman is extremely beautiful – the tattoos make her completely unattractive to most men.
That’s a very powerful tidbit of information for young women to realize, but while most won’t be paying attention to what men think (or care), hopefully you’ll listen to us and read these entries in your journal I’m making for you ❤ and you’ll resist any strange temptation to turn yourself into a coloring book! 😀
Related Reading –
- Ireland Baldwin tattoo (where the quotes are taken from in the comments section)
- French study on men’s reactions to tattooed women
Side Note: Yes, I know some readers may point out that I am the girl with a dragonfly tattoo (my website name). It’s really small, and only my husband sees it. He loves it but again… it’s really discreet.
We just got back from a weekend trip – it was fun, exciting, and relaxing somehow all at the same time. 🙂 Since we were in the car for a few hours (both going and coming home), we had a lot of time to talk and reflect on the years we’ve had together ❤ . It’s just been so beautiful – even through trials and such with outside forces, we’ve always felt like we faced them together – not as if the trials put us at odds.
Somehow it came up in those hours of talking, about my husband’s past – and he told me about a girl he had really liked in high school (he’s told me before, we both know about each other’s past relationships) – he thought she was gorgeous and just the perfect angel he’d love to marry – but he was too shy to ever have asked her. If you’ve read our story, him being too shy almost cost him our entire life together, as it prevented him from asking me until I was already in a relationship!
Anyway, he reminded me of her backstory and what she did in college and after. She was Catholic, but in name only, and turned extremely wild and slept with a lot of guys… something he told me would have torn him apart if he had been with her. But thankfully they went their separate ways and he forgot about her for the most part.
He saw her picture recently and brought it up in this conversation that she looks so unlike what she used to – that the years of sleeping around and partying made her beauty (and boy did she have it!!) really fade and made her look older and harder.
She’s married now, he said, and has one kid, but he told me this weekend in the car, that he was so thankful he married me and that he avoided this other girl.
I feel sad for her in a way, this is definitely not a “gloating” post or anything like that. But it is a topic I’m going to eventually let our daughter know.
It’s important to be a virgin when you marry your husband.
It’s CRUCIAL to let him know EVERYTHING you’ve done (good and especially anything bad) so that he knows you intimately – true intimacy and doesn’t feel like you’ve lied to him about anything.
Saving your purity (not just of your virginity, but literally everything – your breasts, any touching, etc.) is really REALLY important to your future husband.
And lastly, you want to be the woman he’s GLAD he married. Not the promiscious angel beauty that he’s glad he avoided (sad!).
Hopefully she will take this wisdom to heart, like I did when my own mother told me.
the Makeapp …
I’m going to try to write this post with a straight face…
ok! I can’t 😉 😀
I’m laughing as I type ❤
Are we women tricking men with our makeup usage?
This is a lot like the constant harpy criticism that we’re all just teaching women to manipulate men… UN-ethically at that! Oh my!!!
Recently, as you may have seen, an app came out called the Makeapp that allows men (or anyone really) to take a picture or upload a picture of a woman, and completely simulate what she probably looks like without makeup.
It’s not a perfect app, I’ve read up on it a bit and apparently some people actually look better without makeup than this app claims (it adds pimples and acne, so if you don’t have skin problems it won’t be completely accurate). But overall, it’s pretty correct!
Is it tricking men to use makeup?
This topic has come up before in the world of male – female issues, in fact, I’ve actually written before on women covering their acne with makeup and men responding not so pleasantly to it.
Is makeup tricking men? Well, to be completely honest, yes, it is, in a way. But most reasonable people understand that makeup tends to make a woman look better, so they “get it.” It evens out skin tone, it imitates the flushes and redder lips a woman gets when she’s in ovulation – making her extremely more sexually attractive. It lengthens her eye-lashes, another thing proven to drive men subtly insane. Is it manipulation of some kind of form? I guess it is… when it’s used the way it’s intended (to make men more sexually attracted to you).
I decided to do it 😀
I used this picture… and in it (below) I actually don’t have very much makeup on. Concealer, some foundation in areas but not all over “full-coverage,” mascara, and light pink lip gloss:
LOL… So I guess I look like I have the flu 😀 ….
But ok… so is using makeup really unethical?
I think my other older post answers this question some. If you’re deliberately hiding major flaws and such, yes, it’s effectively tricking a man into thinking you look VERY different from how you actually look. You could make some kind of case that doing that was “unethical,” although most women who are doing that are doing it for their own self-esteem issues and not really trying to harm anyone. But still, men don’t like feeling tricked… even if you’re covering acne for yourself so you can feel more confident 😦 They’ll still (as we saw in the other post) react badly to it if you put yourself out there like that one girl did. It’s a no-win situation.
If you’re a teen and you’re worried how this app will affect the way guys see you, please try not to worry and just focus on important things. If it DOES bother you, figure out ways to take care of your skin (toners, acne scrubs, prescription medicine if need be). The thing that will give you the most confidence without makeup, will be having beautiful skin, and that’s just the truth.
Most men totally accept knowing you’ll look better with some makeup applied. Heavy emphasis on the “some.” Too much and it turns them off… usually.
But almost all men dream of a woman who looks good without makeup and doesn’t need it to be beautiful. And that’s the truth.
And that’s why this new Makeapp where men now have the magical ability to SEE what you look like underneath makeup really gets to women. To be exposed for how you really look shouldn’t be an issue (a romantic interest will certainly find out anyway!), but for many it seems to be. “It’s unfair!” some say. “It’s SEXIST!” others say.
Is there any good “take away” from this new app in the hands of men? 😉
Yes! If you have good, beautiful skin, you’ll look great even without makeup! Does the app distort it? Yea, it does, but if it makes men feel better lol…. *shrug*
And technically, this makeapp shouldn’t worry you if you’re using makeup correctly anyway.
On the other hand, the Makeapp can also ADD LOTS of makeup to your face LOL… this was only after adding “one application” of makeup! LOL… more like cosemtic surgery haha!
**Tear!!** I don’t even recognize myself!!! What an app!
Anyway… this app is really distracting! If you’re a single woman, any man who is interested in you will already notice when you’re not wearing much makeup, and he’ll usually like it! I’ve read many comments and emails where a girl says she couldn’t believe how the first time her boyfriend or husband told her she was “beautiful” was actually when they had been swimming or at a water park all day and all her makeup had washed off, or when they were hiking and it melted off -and guess what? He still adored her.
If you have beautiful skin, you’ll still look great without all the makeup. And that’s what men love. I do believe most men do NOT want a woman who wears too much makeup. It’s kind of obvious when someone does (unless they’re a brilliant makeup artist, which honestly men, most women aren’t).
But for women, even if you’re married – no, especially if you’re married – your husband wants to see you without any makeup on at appropriate times – first thing when you wake up, in his T-shirt or naked (however it is you prefer to sleep) – he wants to see his bare-faced Beauty and know you are his.
Something that seems to be a common topic among email questions recently is how to go about dating in your 30’s as a single woman. Whenever I get this question I have to let the woman know that I obviously have zero experience with what they’re asking me about.
BUT… one of the reasons people have “blog rolls” is to point people where they can find great information that the host either agrees with or doesn’t have knowledge of. On the right side of the screen, under “Single Women: What Men Really Think,” is a great website resource for any woman out there in the dating market. Andrew (the author) even has a whole post dedicated to dating in your 30’s:
Check out this gem, too, if you’re really interested:
Now for my thoughts on it, since you asked… they aren’t really optimistic so you’ve been warned.
If I were somehow to switch places with you, a single woman in her 30’s, I probably would forgo dating altogether and just seek to live a life alone and find genuine happiness in other things. Volunteering with kids if you have an ache for children, working fulltime at an orphanage in another country or in a children’s home in the US. Maybe become a nurse and work with people where you feel like you make a difference in other people’s lives. Work on a great career in a field of your interest where you can spend your excess money not spent on a family, traveling and seeing places most people would never see. Have more time to write or read great books. I don’t know… but dating men would be the last thing on my mind. I know that sounds crazy, but you asked what I thought and so I’m going to be brutally honest. There’s a reason why I got married incredibly young and didn’t sleep with anyone before my husband. I was terrified of being used, wanted to wait to have sex until marriage because of my faith in Christianity and a firm belief that it would be giving my husband a gift that would only belong to him, and even looking back in hindsight, I think that the being terrified of being used was a good thing. I think more women should be terrified of being used… maybe it would help them decide faster what they really want in life. I avoided tons of unnecessary emotional baggage and pain by finding someone who truly loved me and cherished me, and committed long-term to me that young and inexperienced. I don’t think that is easy to find in any way possible when you get beyond your 20’s. It sounds and looks like it’s a whole different ball-game, and not a very nice one.
When it comes to the 30+ dating market, most of the men dating women in that age range are only out to use those women. This is not to say a woman in her 30’s or 40’s (or 50’s ?) couldn’t find someone to marry, it’s just that it will be infinitely harder to navigate all the sexual aspects without subjecting yourself to just being someone they want to have sex with. The reality is men that would be interested in you age wise, can probably pull much younger women and would also be interested in much younger women for long term relationships. Men are always, however, interested in easy sex.
Then there’s the factor of what kind of men will they be? If you click on the link above, Andrew goes on about why you should avoid different kinds of men…. No men in their 20’s, no men over 40, no divorced men… lol… there’s like literally NO MEN left after you filter for those things he warns about. Very dismal if you ask me, hence why I would just avoid dating altogether. While there are some great catches out there who have been frivorced, it’s my opinion they are very hard to find, and they may have contributed in some way to their divorce which they may or may not be honest about. With proper girl game, I’m pretty sure you can catch a desirable divorcee, but you’d have to be extremely open and genuine with him (and match everything on his list of perfection lol) or you’ll scare him off faster than anything. And event then, there’s still the likelihood that you’d just be used and “nexted.”
After reading around the internet a few years now, I’m convinced that older men – the men who would be interested in 30+ women, are very very VERY bad marriage material. Every single one of them seem to have deep issues with hating (or strongly disliking) women, and I’m not blaming them many have good reasons to not trust or like women, I’m just being realistic that this makes them horrible future partners. You don’t want them to get with you and then never be able to trust you or love you. It would be so painful and devastating to fall in love with a man like that, and very much in your best interest to avoid it altogether.
In short, I think you should brutally assess if you can truly attract a good man who would love you, and if not, accept a single life and just make it as good and fulfilling as you possibly can without a romantic partner. There’s much more to life than romance, even though I fully believe that if you find and create a fulfilling marriage, it can be the most wonderful thing you ever do in your life. But there comes a point where you may have to accept that having that kind of marriage is not possible anymore, and move on to find fulfillment elsewhere.
Mother’s Day has come and gone again, and for some reason each year I just feel more and more content and happy with our life that we’re building. I’m not sure exactly why I feel more content and happy with each year, but it may have a lot to do with the growing sense of gratitude of living this life getting to watch our children grow, love my amazing husband, and maybe just getting a little bit more mature.
I still have sin! Definitely have to work on things at times, but in this area of mothering, even when it’s really especially hard with lots of tantrums or just stubborn behavior and lots to do, I can still see the end result in mind, especially at the end of the day (happy adults that know they were truly loved – no, adored!) and it somehow gets me through those tantrums.
Motherhood is hard at times. Life in general has so many unexpected things come up and little struggles or trials, to me, mothering my kids just falls in line with normal everyday things to face. There are many ups and downs with small children when they’re teething or in a tantrum phase, but I think it’s harder if you don’t really understand the fact that it is going to be hard to begin with.
There’s a new disturbing trend of moms on social media complaining about Mother’s Day, using it as an excuse to say how unfair it is that even on that day where they’re supposed to be honored, they still have to take care of their children (wipe noses or change diapers), or clean sometimes. From reading several of these kinds of posts and videos for 2 years (posted the week before to prep women to feel jipped), it’s clear these moms don’t understand that life is just hard. Mother’s Day doesn’t always go perfectly or smoothly, especially with small children – and it comes across as insanely immature of an adult woman who doesn’t understand this reality. Or one who understands it, but still acts like it’s not fair and has an online virtual pity party about the duties of being a mom.
From one of my favorite books that my parents had loved when I was growing up (and got me reading before I was a teenager:
“Life is difficult.
This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. It is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult – once we truly understand and accept it – then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters.
Most do not fully see this truth that life is difficult. Instead they moan more or less incessantly, noisily or subtly, about the enormity of their problems, their burdens, and their difficulties as if life were generally easy, as if life should be easy.
They voice their belief, noisily or subtly, that their difficulties represent a unique kind of affliction that should not be and that has somehow been especially visited upon them…. I know about this moaning because I have done my fair share.
Life is a series of problems. Do we want to moan about them or solve them? Do we want to teach our children to solve them?”
-The Road Less Traveled
So back to motherhood… yes, it’s hard, but it’s also so beautiful and I think, really grows us as women to have to go through the struggles of mothering. Anything hard generally (in my opinion) helps us to grow and mature. At least it can, if we accept the struggle and go through it trying to learn from it and become better. Unfortunately, as The Road Less Traveled points out, many people don’t allow problems and trials in their life to grow and mature them. It’s easier to complain and have self-pity for our own struggles.
I love this quote from the 1800’s by Anne Pratt about the virtue of seeing life optimistically as a wife and mother:
“Every one must have remarked how pleasant is that household in which a cheerful spirit of energy is cultivated by the mistress and mother.
It is a pleasant thing to dwell with one who is not troubled by trifling annoyances,
who is skilled in looking at the bright side of things, and hoping for the best;
with one who believes that all the ways of the Lord are right,
and who attaches a deep importance to duty.
Such a one will work willingly, in the belief that God has appointed both her lot and her duties,
and it is surprising how many obstacles are met and overcome by such a spirit.”
~ Anne Pratt
In my life, it IS surprising how many obstacles we’ve overcome together, my husband and I, due to having such a spirit of adventure, optimism and gratitude. In really hard times, it’d be easier to complain or fight or even blame each other, but instead we work together as a team to solve the problem and learn from it. It really makes all the difference!
This is just an update on the pregnancy, but since it’s a “motherhood” post, I thought I’d squeeze it in here.
So because our first child was an emergency c-section, and afterwards we decided to not try a V-BAC, this will be my 3rd c-section. We’re so lucky these days, even to be able to have c-sections! I recently heard that death during childbirth affected 65% of women during the 19th century. Obviously the risk is far less for us now, but still, having had repeated c-sections, medically we know each time the risk increases. Then there’s always uterine rupture or tears where the scar has been cut and re-cut – these also increase with repeated pregnancies unfortunately.
Last time around I remember trying to prepare Patrick for if I was to die in childbirth during the c-section – I know it’s a slight chance, but you never know what’s going to happen and since there was that possibility, why not mentally prepare for it? I wanted him to know that I wanted him to be happy and to remarry. It’s been the same this time, except I’ve been having very strong pains where the old c-section scars are, which my doctor thinks is scar tissue stretching (little tears), and probably not “windows” which are where the uterus is so thin that you’re actually able to see things like the baby’s hair. Windows are supposed to be painless, so the pain I feel at times is probably just stretching (hopefully!). The risk of uterine rupture is still there though, even though it’s still likely very small.
Anyway, we really want at least to be able to have one more child after this, but unfortunately it depends on the state of my uterus – sometimes they can apparently become “paper thin,” or if they see windows when they open me up, or little tears, etc. They’ll likely then advise me that I shouldn’t attempt another pregnancy. 😥 We’ll see, many women are able to have up to 5 or 6 c-sections… but it all depends on that particular woman’s genetics and her unique uterus thickness, strength, and elasticity.
Again, we’ll see.
This man is a red pill genius. We love listening to Stefan’s videos because they’re not only entertaining and hilarious, they are so on point – especially regarding the sexual market place.
This video answers some basic questions of
“Why would a woman in her late 20’s suddenly be interested in settling down or stopping her sexual promiscuity to land a ‘stable’ guy?”
“Why would this be a BAD DEAL for that poor guy who ends up marrying this woman who wasted her 20’s in promiscuity?”
Watch the video to find out ❤